1/9/2009.. Today something weird and strange happened on me.. 1pm taking my lunch in the canteen.. when i enjoying my lunch out of a sudden my rice bowl explode.. thanks god i'm wearing my spectacle.. if not i'm blind.. the glasses fly all over the table.. it was just like a terrorist attack in my rice bowl.. so scary..haha but fun..

29/8/2009 Today? many things happened at this day. Finally with my aunt go to tour agent and finalise our Tokyo trip. feeling is? not happy not excited. haha may be when the day nearer then i will be more excited..

23/8/2009 Sunny day.. In the afternoon with parents go temple and get one instruction from the god. Asked about would it be safe for going to japan on 18-9-2009? The answer is go ahead will be safe.. Then i made up my mind I am going to Tokyo ^^ felt suddenly happy but not that over excited.. After checked the schedule. I will be flying for 6 and half hour from KK to Narita Tokyo. I wish to relax my mind and find a new chapter of life. I have been so sad for the past 8 months. not too sad lar.. just still feel disappointed.. because of what? of her again lorr...

In tokyo I hope to see Tokyo tower, Fuji Television building, Eitai Bridge, and so on..haha hope can really go there. Pictures as follow..

Peter zai started to like this beer..haha it tastes so soft oh.. LOL

Since you are not deserved for me to love you. Then I would like to say. Sorry~ I wont spend my time, Love or Energy to miss you Anymore. Since loved you for the past Five years. I can just tell you my love on you have been stored deep deep inside my heart. I not same as you. So cruel, hurting me and keep hurt it. You will say.. Where got?? right? Okie then up to you. Girls usually easily forget. Never mind. I forgive you.. You no owed me anything. Next life you also no need to pay it.. I'm a kind heart person. If for others people I don't think you and him still exist in this world. You wont trust it. until the time has come. God knows what you have done on me. You broke it then you take for the consequences in future.

One word for you is.. You are not pretty actually or even voice also not nice. But I donno why can love you till so deep and special in my life.. May be I have treated you as one of my family members. which consist of xcy & xcf. Both of them will follow me. You will be left alone till the end.. Unless you willing to change.. HAHAHA stupid peter.. she wont change. cause 本性难移~ ^^

22/8/2009 Morning

Just wake up then update my blog. Today listened to Hokkian love song. LOLX the meaning is so so touching. Peter zai are you okie?? Are you going to cry? Seeing your beloved one holding other guy hand, kiss, or hug. Are you okie?? ennn.. Felt like wanna to find some1 to finished them. But i'm a civilize person. I wont do so. Even mouth keep say. I can simply dump $ and call ppl to create an accident to finish you two from this world.

Okie I hope I wont do so.. I really don't want from Loving until Killing you. Really not understand why you can keep hurting me. Haha isit i owed you in the last life? okie Peter Stop it. She is going to regret it one day. and you please continue your life as usual. Plan for your prestige Holidays.

I were here to enjoy my life. and is not choose to be sad. You only have two road. ONE is toward Happy and Rich. Another is Sad and Die. Of cause no doubt i will choose Happy And Rich. I know my future won't poor until where.. If i keep Sad of her. For sure I will end up poor. Drink beer, find guls and etc. of cause i no smoke or take drugs.. But all of these are not my life.. I have ruined my life for the past 8 months. Is the time to stop it. But be frank. I have addicted to Stout. haha

Feel disappointed

21/8/2009 Raining day.. Later 9pm I'm going out.. Yesterday i felt so not happy? received email from my ex.. told me she is coming to Labuan with her mom to take things. but asked me don't meet her up.. cause "somebody" her bf is following.

If you don't want to meet me? Why should you inform me? Don't you guys think it is bloody stupid? I replied to her.. okie.. enjoy ur trip.. if you wanna to see your dog which i have been take care of it for the past 9 months.. you can do so..She doesn't replied me..

Is it you wanna to make i angry you? or purposely show me off.. that wah~~ you two are so sweet.. can hug together sleep.. cause he with you come Labuan.. I helped you take care of ur dog because of i know you loved ur dog very much.. when you migrate you will feel sad of loosing this dog.. and it is a cute dog too.. That the reason why I helping you take care of it.. But at the end what you give me? is breaking up within 1 months after you moved...

Your bf with you come labuan.. So what?? I'm telling you This September i'm going to Tokyo.. show off?? your bf can spend you? so hate~... I not a show off person.. but please.. don't keep hurting me.. I admit i still loved you.. but.. you keep hurting me.. i felt so weird when mentioning your name.. cause.. I totally cant believe this person is you.. and not believe you can type such letter or email for me.. you asked me we don't chat or sms anymore.. But at the end?? you do so.. and hurting me with those words.. i happy received your email.. but too disappointed with the contents of the letter..