My lovely Edith..

She is a lovely girl called Edith Cheung.. She is a smart girl graduated in Master Psychology  in Hong Kong Uni and Degree studied chemistry. She is a very kind and good looking girl. The first time I met her was in Hong Kong. In 2010 June. Her father uncle cheung brought my cousin and i to Dai yu shan to see the big buddha. She was asked to meet us at the subway. 

When I first saw her.. i cannot see her face..coz she used a mask to cover up her face.. This was due to she has a bad tooth aches. but she likes to smile. i love her smiling =D

This Chinese New Year picture she took it in 2011 in her friend house. She told me her face was sensitive.

NIKE Shoes i bought in Osaka

This is the first imported shoes i bought in my life and i used my own money to buy it.. This shoes was bought from Osaka Japan it costs around RM280 Ringgit Malaysia.. It is the latest shoes Nike Air series =D Appreciate it very much.. 

Finally I am there in TOkyo.. A place where I loved the most in my life.. 

I felt sad

I have known a girl for 5 months. I never managed to get myself to call her. Yesterday she told me she has a man she liked. He was 30 years old. It was a disaster for me. I thought of during her birthday I will go to meet her up and present her my gift to her on the 15th Feb. I learned that on that day is a public holiday. 

I got to know her from Facebook and almost everyday i will go and see her picture. and sooner i fall on her. I didn't tell her. but I thought I give her cares and attention then she will know.. I like to sms with her.. and i found out she was friendly to me too at the very beginning. But sooner. she text me lesser and no online to play MSN anymore. Then i know she has another target. actually I have a lot to write. but i know no matter how much i write all gone.. When a girl has a fall on a guy she will directly hook on it.. No matter how much you care on her or so.. She wont appreciate it anymore and don't care. As people said love is blind. 

I am quite 失敗 broke up with Joyce almost 3 years and remain single.. Am I last time ever played ppl wife?? that why i need to be single for the rest of my life?? But in fact i Didn't!!!!! I wish to find a girl friend who really loved me and let my parents to feel comfort. I am 27 this year 2011.. I feel so lonely sometime.. Even you will find out i traveled a lot.. But something was missing.. I did pray to god.. but god said to me need to wait for the right time.. I wonder when is it.. 

If you asked me am i really love Ariel?? i Don't know just feel very comfort to sms with her and find out she is really a good girl.. with a long hair.. fair skin and of cause charming when she smiles. but i know everything gone.. her smiles wont smile on me her mind actually filled with the 30 years old guy.. but anyway.. that her decision.. I still hope they are happy.. May be no one knows why i said this year wanna to go to USA.. reason only one.. i so wish this year can meet her..and next year we will married.. but Nope.. all my dreams vanish and gone..

But Peter means rock and i am strong.. I tend to be strong.. I must strong.. My beloved 4th Yi ma. She has a breast cancer.. I feel so sad on tat matter.. she is a role model for me.. she helped me to study English.. She cooked a good taste Turkey during 2010 Christmas.. I deeply wish you will recover.. But i Know something bad gonna happen.. 

Am i really that bad looking?? or lack of money inside my pocket?? that why no girls wanna to fall on me??? God.. Please bless me and give me one good looking and I loved d girl as my wife.. i really need one to make my hormone balance.. Brother i have been single for 3 years.. i feel myself hormone abnormal =/