On 22 February 2013.. After the CNY Concert.. Brought all the malai zai went to drink.. I drank 3 bottles of tiger, one chivas, and a cup of 4 mixed liquor with fire. After drank it.. Felt the whole mind was spinning. I shouldn't be like that. But? what to do? After drunk at 2am whatassap with Eunice. And she told me don't think so much. I have no idea what does it means. Does it means ask me don't think of her so much? or does it means she still love me and not to think so much. I have no idea and forever would not get the answer.
She told me her ex-bf was treating her well now.. And i know that this girl has no feeling on me anymore. I was being lied. What did i do? and you wanna to treat me like this? Only the god knows. I was lost for the past few days. and luckily my ex-gf Joyce whom in UK she accompanied me and with me whatassap.
God!!! why everytime when i started to be committed and you are wanting to take her away from me? If she couldn't forget her ex. You should not call me dear and said should not leave you!!! You know i am the type of serious man person. How come you wanna to treat a person who did love you like this? It going to make me lost confident on girls!!!!!!! Don't you know that betraying again and again will totally break a man heart???
We met up less than 3 months and you now totally treated me as a stranger! God! You are so cruel!!! God I doubt you exist and bless me! God!!! What the hell did I do wrongly and you again and again punish me??? God!!! When are you going to let me go and let me found the one that really cares about me and love on me and wouldn't leave me!!!!!!!!
I am damn boring looking at my staffs workers.. All are Malays and jealousy here and there!!! All words cant be trusted and I hate it so so much!!!!!
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